urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apple___tree We'd Lie in the Garden and Watch the Weeds Grow apple___tree 2005-08-22T00:48:47Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apple___tree:1025 2005-08-22T00:48:47Z 2005-08-22T00:48:47Z BRIGHT EYES Lovers turn into monsters at the loss of all affection<br />Almost like it was the affection that kept them from being monsters<br />And I could have used some warning<br />I was on that porch all morning<br />Smoking cigarettes and sinking deeper into doubt<br /><br />Could it be I am mistaken, have I stolen somebody’s baby?<br />Is it possible for two people to need the same thing?<br /><br />It's just the lines, they get so blurry<br />Between what is once, and now required<br />And I don't know on which side his heart falls<br />But I know where mine is buried<br />And it's so far from any wanting<br />Yeah, it needs this to keep beating<br />It won't go on without it<br /><br />If I'm still weighed down with subtleties<br />Then I'll just come right out and say<br />That I think that I deserve her<br />More than anyone deserves anything<br />Maybe I am selfish, but there is no way to share this<br />There’s not enough to go around, I don’t care who else gets hurt<br /><br />But I’m still sick with empathy because I was stood in his place<br />I spent a year quietly dying while he let go and ignored her<br />And I’m sure that there are reasons for everything that happens<br />And absence leads to adoration, yeah it’s nobody’s fault<br /><br />But now there is no way to change this<br />So I just photographed and framed it<br />And it’s hanging in a hallway<br />That we have no right to walk back down<br /><br />But I hope that he feels better but I’m sick of all the drama<br />I can’t stand to see her crying, I just want this shit to end<br />And I want a place to hang out where record players play out<br />And there’s a thousand movies rented for a thousand nights with her urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apple___tree:712 2005-07-13T04:16:19Z 2005-07-13T04:16:19Z Pollen- Mirah See you in a week. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apple___tree:307 2005-07-11T03:08:55Z 2005-07-11T03:08:55Z Monument- Mirah Hi:<br /><br />- My favorite band is Mirah. <br /><br />- My boyfriend's name is Andrew Rosen. I like him.<br /><br />- I'm going to California on July 13th.<br /><br />- I miss my Sem friends.<br /><br />- Currently I'm grounded about three times over for numerous reasons.<br /><br />- I want school to start again.<br /><br />- I work at Subway.<br /><br />- I don't do much with myself anymore.<br /><br />- I'm blonde again.